This Christmas has been… um… Christmas.
I’m not going to bitch about the Christmas that I had. I know there are a lot of people who have NO family, NO loved ones at all. At least I have them.
Hurt has a way of coming to the surface. Resurfacing. Allowing my Little side to emerge… has that brought a new emotional sensitivity? I am starting to feel again. I have never been good with that. Repress, repress, repress.
I wanted to cry yesterday. I wanted to cry today. Instead… I had a bad dream and cried while half-asleep last night. Things to resolve? Um… yeah.
Fresh pain… old wounds re-opened. Is Christmas over yet?