Growing Up Little

A woman exploring the world of BDSM and sharing what she discovers…

He Has No Fucking Idea

He has no fucking idea how messed up he’s left me.

He’s caused me.

This hurt.. is it growth… again?

Part of me misses him… wants him back… even after everything that’s been done.

The bigger part of me… looks at his lies and his deceptions…his make believe worlds and I feel like Alice in Wonderland…

It makes my heart hurt.

LJ heartbroken.