Growing Up Little

A woman exploring the world of BDSM and sharing what she discovers…

Versatile – That’s Me!

A big thank you goes out to:  Me, We, Them who nominated ME for The Versatile Blogger Award.

I am honoured to accept!

Versatile Blogger award

A list of rules for accepting the VBA can be found here:  VBA Rules

As part of this award, I am pleased to nominate the following awesome blogs (in no particular order):

My Nominees

  1. 300 Stories
  2. The Kinky World of Vile
  3. Diary of a Knot so Naughty Babygirl
  4. I Am His Princess and His Queen
  5. ABJane
  6. A Little Far Away
  7. Daddy’s Little Lobster
  8. Being Her, (the other woman)
  9. Surrendered Heart
  10. The Journey of A New Submissive
  11. PiKKi Farm
  12. Girl, Uninterrupted
  13. Kenzielogic
  14. The Adventures of a Little Panda
  15. Draco’s Journal

Seven Facts About Me

  1. I suffered post-partum depression after the birth of my daughter.
  2. I lost my virginity through date rape.
  3. I tend to isolate myself and I am quite introverted.
  4. I have been involved in a BDSM relationship with a married man for over a year now.
  5. I am a ‘trial watcher’… I love following high publicity trials and true crime fascinates me.
  6. I believe in the concept of Karma and believe that things happen for a reason.
  7. I am susceptible to depression and have taken anti-depressants for most of my adult life.




Shine On Award!

I am so happy to accept the….

Shine On Award

Shine On Award

from my good blogger friend ASTRALTRAVLER.

To check out her amazing blog…

click on her name above.

As part of my acceptance of this award, I need to list SEVEN things about myself… so here we go…

  1. I consider myself to be a ‘dog person’ but I am owned by a cat.
  2. I am a ‘trial watcher’ and many people have told me, I should have been a lawyer.
  3. My favourite ice cream in the world:  bubble gum ice cream!
  4. I am a middle child.
  5. Psychopaths fascinate me.
  6. Toddlers and Tiara’s and gossip magazines are a guilty pleasure of mine.
  7. I love people who people watch.  🙂

AGAIN – thank you so much to Astraltravler – it is an honour to accept this award from you!



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Shine On Award

I Am So Happy To Accept The…

Shine On Award

Shine On Award From Astraltravler

Accepting this Award, I must complete the following questions and then pass this Award on to bloggers whom I admire.

1.  Rank these kinds of weather from best to worst: Sunny and hot, misty and cold, rainy and cool, snow, ice, windy

Sunny and hot, rainy and cool, misty and cold, windy, snow, ice.

2.  Do you like outdoor music festivals?

I wouldn’t really consider myself to be ‘into’ them.  I haven’t been to very many but I wouldn’t say that I dislike them!

3.  Do you like drinking water?

Yes – I do now.  I use to drink Diet Pepsi all the time and I use to very rarely drink water.  I suffer from migraines and I was encouraged to try limiting my Diet Pepsi intake and drink water instead.  I did… and I feel a lot better.  Now… I really like drinking water.  I will still drink the occasional Diet Pepsi or Diet Coke but usually only when I’m out somewhere.  At home, I’m happy with ice water.

4.  Favourite alcoholic drink

I very rarely drink any alcohol (again because of the migraine issue).  Once in awhile I will drink a frozen strawberry daiquiri or have the occasional Canadian (beer).  I use to LOVE Blue Lagoons, that was my drink of choice when I was younger.

5.  Best drug experience

I honestly would have a hard time picking just one.  I’d have a hard time even choosing between illegal drugs and prescription drug experiences.

6.  Most fun while not taking anything

Spending time with my Daddy, feeling Little with him.

7.  Greatest sorrow

The miscarriage I had and some issues surrounding my daughter (that I won’t get into right now).


Please answer the same questions I did above and then pass this Award on (to a maximum of 15 bloggers)…

In No Particular Order… I Nominate…

  1. The Submission Of Elle
  2. The Bedroom Submissive
  3. Surrendered Heart
  4. MariMar
  5. Lindaghill
  6. Hotlilmess
  7. A Sexual Being
  8. I, Elle Tueff
  9. Beaten Into Submission
  10. Girl, Uninterrupted

Thank you to the above bloggers – each of you inspire me… more than you know.



Very Inspiring Blogger Award #2

I am very honoured to accept the Very Inspiring Blogger Award from lifeofalovergirl.

This is my second Very Inspiring Blogger Award!

My readers rock!


Guidelines for accepting this award:

1. Create a post and reveal 7 things about yourself.

2. Post the blog award on your site, indicate who nominated you.

3. Present the award to up to 15 bloggers that inspire you and include links to their blogs in your post.

Seven More Things About Myself

  1. I use to identify my role on Fetlife as being a Switch.  Today, after months of reflection, I have finally switched (pun intended) to identifying myself as a submissive.
  2. I have been following the Jodi Arias trial pretty closely.
  3. I had a miscarriage prior to having my daughter, who is turning 18 years old next week.
  4. My favourite sex toy is the Hitachi.  If you are a woman and don’t own one – buy one!
  5. I lived with a boyfriend who I had started dating in highschool for about a year.  About six months after breaking up with him – I met my now ex-husband and we lived together for just over a year before getting married.  Both the boyfriend and the ex-husband had the same first name.
  6. I was never unfaithful while I was married.
  7. I would have wanted another child but my marriage wasn’t healthy or stable enough for me to do so.


My Nominations

  1. Not so growed up
  2. A Dissolute Life Means
  3. Diary of a Cheating Whore
  4. I am his other woman
  5. Big, Beautiful and Bold


If any of you haven’t checked out the bloggers above…

I encourage you to!  Each and every one of them, inspire me to write, blog, and/or live better!

Thanks, once again to lifeofalovergirl for this award.

See all my AWARDS!



Very Inspiring Blogger Award!

I am honoured to accept the Very Inspiring Blogger Award from writingthebody.   I am proud to repeat the kind and touching things he said about my blog:

This is an honest blog about a 40yo woman whose journey has taken her from divorce to the scene I am in.  I admire her honesty and her integrity.  She really is an inspiration.


I have nominated you for the award that really is the best named of all for what you are doing – the very inspiring blogger award.  I re-read your about page before I did this – just thinking about the integrity of what you are doing here. You are a real inspiration, and I so hope you will accept my nomination…


Guidelines for accepting this award:

1. Create a post and reveal 7 things about yourself.

2. Post the blog award on your site, indicate who nominated you.

3. Present the award to up to 15 bloggers that inspire you and include links to their blogs in your post.

Seven Things About Myself

  1. I have been seeing my Daddy Dom for about six months now.
  2. I have experienced a lot of firsts with him, including:  anal sex, knife play, belt spanking…
  3. I love performing oral sex on him and he is the first man I have ever allowed to ‘finish’ in my mouth.
  4. I crave him hurting me… spanking (hands, belt, brush, cane), knife play etc.
  5. Calling a man ‘Daddy’, use to seriously creep me out before I met him.
  6. I feel incredibly understood sexually by him.
  7. I have never had this level of trust sexually for anyone before (including in my marriage)!

My Nominations

  1. The Life of J-Wo
  2. Prinze Charming
  3. captkitty
  4. I’m not quiet
  5. Surrendered Heart
  6. Blue 88
  7. todanceandtolove
  8. sexandtheshameless
  9. Submissive Musings
  10. The Bedroom Submissive

If any of you haven’t checked out the bloggers above…

I encourage you to!  Each and every one of them, inspire me to write, blog, and/or live better!

Thanks, once again to writingthebody for this award.  (A fantastic blog for all to check out!)



Gargie Award!

Gargie Award


I am honoured to accept the GARGIE Award from writingthebody.  Thank you!

The rules:

1.  Display the award badge on your site.

2.  Publish a post to inform the world of your great achievement.

3.  Nominate 5 fellow bloggers (who have been outstanding in their field or perhaps who you admire).

4.  Indicate to your nominees that they have received the award.

I am happy to nominate the following blogs for this award:

If you haven’t yet checked the above blogs out… take a peek!

Big thank you to writingthebody for presenting me with this award!




Reality Blog Award




I am honoured to accept this award from Blue 88, Luke Cameron Manion.  This guy is an amazing writer… I encourage everybody to check him out!

Part of accepting this award, is answering some fun questions… so here I go…

1. If you could change one thing, what would you change?

My health, which would include. no migraines, a healthy BMI… etc. etc.

2. If you could repeat an age, what would it be?

23 years old, the year my daughter was born.  I would love to experience that very special time again.

3. What is one thing that really scares you?

Losing those closest to me.

4. What is one dream you have not completed, and do you think you’ll be able to complete it?

I’ve always wanted to go trekking in Thailand.  Realistically, I don’t think I will ever be able to, health wise.

5. If you could be someone else for one day, who would it be?

That’s a hard one to answer!  I’m sure with more thought… I’d be able to come up with something better… but for now I will say Kate Middleton.



With this award, I get to pass it along to ten other blogs!  Choosing ten people to receive this award, is no easy task and I wish I could award this to every blog that deserves it!   The blogs I have chosen (in no particular order):

If you haven’t checked out the above blogs… I encourage you to!

Thanks again to Blue 88, it’s an honour!



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