Growing Up Little

A woman exploring the world of BDSM and sharing what she discovers…

It’s Starting To Feel…

A LOT LIKE CHRISTMAS!

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Here I am… almost ready for bed… excited for all that tomorrow brings.

Daddy will arrive around 9 a.m., coffee and toy bag in hand.  I can’t wait to sink into his arms and feel that immediate protection and feeling of being safe.  I always drop into feeling Little, as soon as Daddy puts his arms around me.  All my worries and stress melt away.  It’s like the ‘real world’ disappears while we are together.  It is so freeing and relaxing being with him.

I have so many surprises to show him!  I bought a Gingerbread Train Kit for us to make together, Santa hats for both of us, Christmas cookies…  and lots more fun stuff.

I can’t wait for him to open his Christmas gift.  It is a Daddy watch.  Daddy loves watches and has many.  He loves the look of Diesel watches, so keeping to tradition (I also bought him one last year), there is a Diesel watch all wrapped up, waiting for him.

I also got him a little stocking embroidered with the words “Santa, I can explain.”  I thought it was fitting!

Better head to bed.  I’m going to need a good night’s sleep!!!

Night all!

 

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Our First Anniversary

It is hard to believe that Daddy and I have been together for one year today.  One year.

Part of me feels like we’ve known each other forever.  He knows me inside and out.  He knows my heart and my soul.  He knows my good and my bad.  He doesn’t yet know all of me.  He doesn’t yet know all of my secrets… all of my transgressions… all of my awful little pieces of hidden guilt.  Not one person on earth knows all of it… well – I guess except for myself and even I hide things from my own mind sometimes.

What I can picture though… is that if there IS one person, that will eventually come to know it all – all the bad and the good… all my hidden little secrets – I can imagine it being him.  I’ve never even been able to picture that with anyone before.  Not a friend, not a boyfriend, not a husband, not a relative… nobody.  I have never truly considered it to truly even be a possibility.  But now… I believe it is possible.  Perhaps with more time.  A year is… after all… just a year.

What will I be writing next year on August 8th, 2014?  Where will I be?  Where will he be?  Where will WE be?  Time will tell.

Time will tell.

Time will tell.

 

 

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Happy Canada Day!

Proud To Be Canadian

Canada Day Stones

 

 

 

 

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Daddy Coming in 10 Hours!

Daddy Coming in 10 Hours!

We are celebrating his birthday!  So I have decorated!  Even got him some helium balloons!

Balloons!

 

I bought a nice round carrot cake (his favourite) and those big individual candle numbers for him to blow out and make a wish!

I also put up a Pin The Tail on the Donkey – I don’t think we have any use for the blindfold that came with that game!  We have a MUCH better one we can use!

Wonder What The Winner Will Get!

Wonder what the winner will get?

Even Trax got a new dress shirt for the occasion!

Trax ready to party!

So now… all I need is Daddy!

Just Daddy is Missing!

 

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